On a mission to talk.beginning phrases. denial. start explanation. anger. rising temper. screams. argues. screamings all over again. reasoning. shocking thoughts revealed. pleadings. silent anger. last attempt. third party distruption. withdrawal. anger.shock. disgust. cold. pain. suffocation. tears. fresh scars. old weapon.
No nights without mornings
No realisations without pains
I dont await the mornings,
because mornings bring new questions
to which i have no answers.
I don’t await the pains
because pain brings with it fresh scars
which makes moments in life, not worth living for.