I dont have to remind myself that this is my space, I’d have written any amount of bullshit out here..just to satisfy myself, but lately I’m having problems talking about my own problems, rather.. facing them also..forget writing about them…that doesnt mean i can stop writing..i could go on and on rambling, maybe its a part of me now. Though rambling doesn’t really make me forget issues that mess my mind up.
Maybe its just me.
I take things in the wrong sense. I’m over critical. I’m sometimes stupid –speak without thinking. I’m horrible in sticky situations or those which demand me to be forceful and I totally completely think too much. About everything. What, when, how..!
If i trust someone i fear I’m being taken for a ride, if i don’t i fear I’m losing out on something not worth losing.
Yes yes i can already hear u loud enough–im sure some of u are saying–she needs a break.
i know i do. but i cant even seem to get that planned out, without worrying about 10 things.
People i live with are misunderstanding me, I’ve ebcome cranky..get angry on the smallest matters..apaprently am addicted to the internet too..i dunno what to say or do.
I dont even wanna talk about it
ive said some of it, but not most of it dont ask me anything PLEASE.
and dont say get back to normal..take a break..blahh
ohh alright i need help maybe.