As i stare at this white space..I’m wondering about my life without a blog.
Surely you all managed fine before spaces? Some of us had diaries..some of u might scribble here and there & and end up tearing the paper..How many of you would actually talk about issues you’ve furiously typed on this platform?
Are we not getting attention in real life..are we all attention seekers or do we truly want to express ourselves ? Or some of us are lonely? Some of us want to waste time? (like yours truly lol)
I love contemplating..or rather I’m addicted to it now..so had it not been for my blog, how would i be managing? ..Fine i guess… either with a whole lot of muddled thoughts in my mind, or with a couple of more good friends who’d have the patience of understanding me 🙂
Panic comes easily to me, but now I’m learning how to keep them at bay. Its funny, we never think of the alternatives and worry ourselves to death. If not this then that, accept it and be happy. Its tough to do that isn’t it?
But lately i’ve realised this that its not all that bad to follow the alternatives, everybody doesn’t get the best do they? So would you call it-other alternatives or Compromise?
Ahh the ring of that word–compromise–weighty, sad and frustrating.
One could say, its all how you take it…no harm in compromising blah blah (i’ve said all this lol) but to what extent does one compromise? –keep yourself happy i guess …right? and then what about others?
What if you’re unhappy after compromising..you can’t go back and say –hey im not compromising any more..restart!! ??!!
Yeah another thing my blog helps me with is ..atleast giving a form to my confusions..they’d all be in my mind otherwise..would probably fade away had this virtual space not been into existence. and yup some of my doubts would probably never ever clear. I love u my blog 😀 😛